I already miss you.
Anyway, today is my last day!!!! last full day… and im spending it with nice people. yay. 21 year old, 25 year old, 28 year old… lol im like a little child… -_- going to…
^_^ about today. :””””( about tomorrow.
you give me a little message saying that we should hang out more since im leaving. we plan out thursday and friday. we made a deal to meet at home at 3pm. i rushed home from lunch with a group of really fun people to talk to just to find an email saying you cant hang out with me today. now those people are still hanging out and im in my room again bc you ditched me.
so the flood in Seoul that killed about 60 people thus far, and maybe 12 missing… where it is… i just passed there like, yesterday….omg. im not too far away from the subway station near there… i kinda want to go …. subway station probably flooded anyway.. scary.
dang it… now im starting to buy a lot of useless stuff for myself. i hope i have enough luggage space…. :(
do any of you guys know how it feels to have a freaking bug bite under your foot? well basically, it just hurts to put your foot down flat on the floor. mmhmm yeah. it hurts, really badly. and yukina is moving :( before i leave for america -_- and everyone is hanging out with me now that im leaving and i dont have time for everyone D: WHY
Raise my hopes, then bring me down.
My friend told me that she could go with me to the airport… so I’m like.. yay!!!!
then she wants to move into my room. so she goes and talks to the ajumma … and i dont really get what happened, but something about needing to clean my room so she can move in.. so my friend cant go with me to the airport anymore :(
ugh. sick on last week :( but.. im not going to let it stop me from doing things!! (just kidding… i havent done my homework yet… which i usually do at this time.. and study… ugh) it was so hard for me in class today. kept coughing and blowing my nose. i was so stupid. every question i was asked.. i was like uh.. urm. uh.. then i said some thing dumb. i keep spitting out my mucous but it doesnt seem to be as effective. at home, when i just keep spitting out my TAM (mucous in chinese, teehee) it made my throat feel alot better. but here. … its like stuck. idk. i wished it was allergies.. idk, i took allergy medicine, advil.. nothing. just loads of cough drop and tissue. im tired.. but if i sleep now i cant sleep at night… i want to stay longer though… i have friends kinda now..
last monday. oh shiz. only five more full days.
I don’t want to go home. I met some new people. not necessarily people to hang out with. but to talk with and stuff. and thats nice. but im leaving now.. :( i kind of feel like i should have taken a gap year and studied the whole year abroad in korea. then third year of college go to europe to study abroad.
in my head i was like. holy.shit. seriously. but then i SAID, ‘oh. it’s ok’ (FUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFUFU) he was like oh how much is it i will pay it. are you serious sir. my phone was worth like 400.. are you. -_- but the phone still works. it is just chipped now and stuff. i never even dropped it. i asked the white guy bc it’s just easier to talk and explain how to use the camera. i should just ask random people now. well actually i did. when i went to the palace today, i asked a korean man.. but he had no idea what i was saying.
the japanese girl was extremely nice today.
so i finally decided that i would go out myself. since its like the last week. but then a girl invites me to go to cafe with her in the middle of the day. so like i cant go out in the morning bc i cant do much since i would have to get back on time. then i cant go after bc its too late and i need to make it back on time for dinner. so like i guess i cant go to one of the places i want to today. maybe tomorrow. but its starting to rain again. and i also feel really sick. i have a sore throat and when i feel like throwing up (or when i try to spit out my mucous) (spitting out the mucous makes you feel better so quickly. unfortunately, its like i have none or something, i just get a burning sensation when i try to bring it up to spit it out. why wont it just come out?!!?) i only make gagging noises… i hate getting sick. and when no one takes care of you… its like the loneliest feeling in the worldz. :(
im sorry if that was ‘too much information’ or whatever. :(
I’m starting to wonder if I just associate well with older people.
Vietnamese and Chinese.
so this is burdock… whatever that is. idk but i like it. its so good. how the ajumma makes it ^^.